I seldom open myself to people. Only to those who are preferred.
Just now brother 3 invited me to join drinking with them. I denied. For a sudden invitation, people habitually act rejectivly.
That's what I have done just now. I shouldn't behave that shy. An outgoing characteristic is what I am looking for.
Frankly speaking, I lost a chance to take part into their activities.
Chao people seldom act so friendly to other people. I am lucky to have the chance to peek into their lives.
Definitely, we are different people from different places. We rarely act similarly.
As to the business scope, Chao people are talented in doing this.
To learn the spirit is more valuable than the monthly paid salary. Little and humble, in comparing mine with theirs.
总之刚才是我主动错过了一次机会。
没关系，还要在这里待一段时间，至少要坚持到春节吧？
也不知道卫叔叔如何了？能有个倾诉的人真好！这么open的深圳居然让我close了？！难道要我上PICA通过网路找本地密友？
难难难…… 现在我是一个人无牵无挂过活，生活别有一番滋味。
假若是两个人在这里互助拼搏前进，他们会不会更加更加深爱了解对方？这是正方向。
如果恰好相反：为房租水电饮食车行衣着等等其他个人偏好，而整日都有唠叨的。这样的拼搏生活倒是不寂寞，至少有个人时刻陪伴在身边。
平日的吵闹在一个人真正遇到烦心事会来分担的。否则他们不配在一起。这样的活法会不会太＂典型＂？
依旧没有完全敲定自己的前行方向：毕竟也是头一次进入社会，能预先设计好么？
做一棵小草，扎根生长还能成为一点幽绿；做蒲公英，远远地飘荡～经历见识过很多后才舍得落地。
扎根一个地方能够成为＂一方霸主＂，权力名誉上获得还是不错的。
飘荡，自我行事，也许会在很长一段时间无所作为。
但人生一世，不多见识见识不是很对不住自己么？飘荡的想法在中国现实么？我是个务实还是飘扬的人？或许都有。
让时间和契机来帮助我抉择吧！目前安心在华信筹备。老金那里还有很多资源我没发掘的。。。
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